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  • Playing: Pokemon X & LoL
  • Eating: My food
  • Drinking: Water

Last saturday was my last attempt.


I studied like crazy, jammed as much information into my head as possible and solve problem after problem of mathematics.


I wake up early (at 5 am), have a good breakfast, took a shower, study a bit more, and then went to the place where the exam was going to be held. The wait was surprisingly short.


We all get inside, were given our exams and we fill them with answers.


I finished with an hour left, so I give it a second read just to be sure.


Time ended.


I left my copy of the exam, left the place and went back home.


I thought I could finally relax after that, that tomorrow I will finally be at ease.


Welp, my brain had other ideas.


The first thing I wake up to was a blinding pain: my head, my eyes, my stomach, my muscles, even my eyes’ muscles were in pain. I spend most of the next day laying on bed, unable to face light.


That was when it hit me: that was the first time on my life I actually give my 100% on something.


Let me explain, so far I have lived by the code of minimal effort.


If I will do something, I will do it with the least amount of work possible. Now, don’t take me wrong, that doesn’t means I do things half done. I only use whatever amount of energy needed for them, nor more, nor less.


That included my previous tries with the exam.


Obviously, that wasn’t enough. So I forced myself to work beyond the minimum needed.


Beyond what I used to go by in my daily life.


I went the extra mile.


I went 100%.


And I paid the price.


It has been the first time I felt so terrible without been sick.


It makes me see how much fixated I am on that university.


And it makes me feel at ease regarding my own self. I give my all on this exam.


Yet, I can’t be 100% calm.


I am one person giving his all, that makes me one out of 5000 taking the same assignature, not to mention the other 300000 who took the exam on the whole country.


I give my all, but I don’t know if that was enough.


All I can say is, I have no regrets.


I wish I did enough, but for now on is on no one’s hands.


All I can do now is but to wait.
  • Listening to: Lots of OSTs
  • Reading: ...
  • Watching: Youtube's bloggers
  • Playing: Pokemon X & LoL
  • Eating: My food
  • Drinking: Water
Yet I can't...

A week from now, I will be taking my last entrance exam. The third and final try.

I blew up my previous times, and now only one remains.

I made good use of my time this past year; I take special classes to get better at math while also keeping every other piece of information regarding the other assignatures close to keep the memories fresh, to keep the information on my head.

And now it all comes to these last seven days.

I have to rest properly in order to keep what I study... and yet... here I am.

Sleeples.

Pd; try not to reply to this, I am simply getting my thoughts out of my head. Right now, what I need is to focus and study as hell.

But at least... wish me luck.
  • Listening to: Lots of OSTs
  • Reading: Math... math everywhere
  • Watching: Youtube's bloggers
  • Playing: Pokemon X & LoL
  • Eating: My food
  • Drinking: Water
Another year gone, same goal to reach.

Sorry if I been dead last year everyone (I don't know if there is someone to care though). But I habe bad news, I will be even more busy. So I will be here evem less.

Sorry about that.

But still, I wish you all the best pf years amd may all
Your goals come true.

Att: VO.
  • Listening to: Lots of OSTs
  • Reading: Fimfiction
  • Watching: Youtube's bloggers
  • Playing: Pokemon X & LoL
  • Eating: My food
  • Drinking: Water
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  • Playing: Pokemon X & LoL
  • Eating: My food
  • Drinking: Water

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V-Oblivion
V. Sanz.
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Mexico
-Nation: Mexican

-Birth date: 14-May-198?

-Fav. Seasson: Autumn

-Zodiac's: Taurus (Greek) - Cat/Rabit (Chinese) - Snake (Mayan)

-Element: Eart (personality) Wind (Thought)

-I like: Mainly good storys's. Can by a V.game, a book, a t.v. series, anime, manga, comic, actual history, etc...

-Fav. Hst. Char: Gral. Porfirio Diaz

-Goals: I want to become a psicologist so I can help people with (what I tink is) the most dificult burdens they may have, them selfs. Also one of my dreams is tho write a wonderfull and marvelus story, the tipe of narration that not only invite to read, but also make it hard to leave it.

-Main influences: Alexander Dumas and the CLAMP mangaka artist's grup.

-Convictions: I firmly belibe that "coinsidence doesn't exist, there is only inevitablity". For simple tings are they always have a meaning, thats why we all only need "patience and hope". Part of our life's will by random, but the rest of it will depend of our own efort, corage and conviction.

And I really like spiders!
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orionpaxg1 Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2015
Sorry about what happened
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Balisk Featured By Owner May 16, 2015  Student Writer
Sorry for being late, but Happy Birthday ^^
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V-Oblivion Featured By Owner May 17, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Gracias, is the intention what counts ;P
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Happy Birthday! :party: :iconpinkiepiecakeplz:
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V-Oblivion Featured By Owner May 15, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks!
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